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labelleizzy: (sexpositive)
Tuesday, April 6th, 2021 11:38 am
hey y'all...

working on the last chapter of Dionysia. The boys have danced, drunk wine, have fed each other, have been making out on the dance floor, and at the last line of chapter three, have joined the rest of the orgy proper.

i'm having a lot of fun describing the sensual nature of a Dionysia. there's rich wonderful food, trance state dancing, rich drugging incense, beautiful people all around, dancing touching kissing, being sexual.

writing sex choreography isn't much different from writing fight choreography, or straight dance choreography. It's more that I'm wanting to write the sensations from both partners, and also strike a balance between what i remember about really long wonderful sessions of sex: there's some memorable details that stay with you afterwards, and there's long stretches, especially if it's drunken sex, that just fade into hazy pleasure, and sometimes shuddery physically triggered memories later on, tiny bits of arousal revisiting the bodymind.

i can do this. i HAVE done this before. maybe i just need to read some of those other sex scenes i've written.

also it's hard at the moment because J is being distracting, but not in a way that would be useful for this work, dammit! =)
labelleizzy: (forward momentum)
Thursday, March 25th, 2021 02:46 pm
I checked Kaiser's website yesterday and they offered me vaccine appointments!

Nothing immediately nearby but shit, I'll drive to San Leandro!

So of course I am feeling relieved, and happy. I waited till it was offered, so I don't feel any guilt or like I'm line jumping.

And it's not for three weeks anyway...

But I'm crying a little bit today because I just put 2+2 together.
My appointment is April 15.
Scotty's deathaversary is April 15.
And
Dad's deathaversary is April 28, so I'll try to see if I can get the second shot on the 28th, that would be AMAZING.

And if not 4/28, I'll ask for May 1. Beltane. Love and growth and hope and joy.

Oh wow. I'm so happy right now.
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