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Literally i keep being reminded of how i need to make sure i get fed.
Jeff had a date this morning and i didn't have time to get breakfast before i vacated to let them have the house, and i was feeling a little bit fragile as I sometimes do at those times.
But i made sure to eat the food i packed once i got where i was going and the mood got so much better. Duh...
The main thing is to do what i need to do to stay fed. in whatever ways i need to be fed.
but goddamn do i miss my dance community. the movement, the music, the hugs, the expressiveness... being in a different space, getting fed in a different way. Moving TOWARDS the thing that feeds me in a way that's not available to me in this coronavirus hellscape, goddammit!
I'm going to put some music on tonight either before or after Tuesday Night cocktail hour and get my groove on. It's been weeks and months since i carved that space out for myself, and nobody's going to carve that out for me.
Jeff had a date this morning and i didn't have time to get breakfast before i vacated to let them have the house, and i was feeling a little bit fragile as I sometimes do at those times.
But i made sure to eat the food i packed once i got where i was going and the mood got so much better. Duh...
The main thing is to do what i need to do to stay fed. in whatever ways i need to be fed.
but goddamn do i miss my dance community. the movement, the music, the hugs, the expressiveness... being in a different space, getting fed in a different way. Moving TOWARDS the thing that feeds me in a way that's not available to me in this coronavirus hellscape, goddammit!
I'm going to put some music on tonight either before or after Tuesday Night cocktail hour and get my groove on. It's been weeks and months since i carved that space out for myself, and nobody's going to carve that out for me.
